Splash 16 ch01 You and Us

            you and us
           ======######

   yippie! i can't believe it but
it's true! i made it once more and
we managed to release the new is-
sue of your favourite mag SPLASH!

   hello all readers and lovers of
splash! after months of deep sleep
and silent from us,we are here a-
gain to continue our duty for the
scene.well,i can't write this part
too easily as i'm too excited.you
can't translate this feeling into
the words as it's nearly impossib-
le to tell without living it.but i
want to start my words by telling
you that:

   we all missed you too much!

   although i wrote and spreaded a
note telling the reasons of  our
delay for this magazine,i'm sure
that most of you didn't see it.be-
cause i was the only guy who spre-
aded it and not to all of my con-
tacts.so now,i want to tell the
reason of this delay.let's start.

   of'coz this reason was not so-
mething like that because of not
being able to find some interes-
ting text or lose our power etc.
it has only one single reason! yes
only one but a very important one
for me! it's because of a GIRL! oh
no! it's not a joke,it's the rea-
lity infact! splash is megadelayed
because of a girl who effected me
crazy!

   oh,i know that i must start to
narrate from the beginning.hey,do
not see it as a part from a book
series 'harleyquine' or endless tv
love-series.it's a part from my
real life.or if you are  still
thinking the opposite just go on
seeing like that and also imagine
we opened a new brazil-series part
or etc.

   everything was started nearlly
one year ago.one of my friends had
introduced me with his friends and
especially he introduced me with a
girl from this group as he also
thought that she could have a dif-
ferent place for me.some time pas-
sed and i agreed with him.i was
really interested in her and after
sometime i offered him to go out
together.she was shocked when she
heard it.because she said that she
sees me just a friend and she re-
jected me.ok,i was sorry but what
can i do? i thought that i could
change my image in her eyes a bit
so i tried to persuade her for so-
me months but i couldn't succeed.
bad luck,what could i do? a last
thing was waiting me and that was
i would try to forget her.

   again time passed and i relea-
sed the 15th issue of this mag in
april.there as you know i didn't
talk about this matter.because the
important things are coming now.

   then in the end of april i made
my mind to make a party and my
friend who have introduced me with
this girl agreed on this organiza-
tion.we really worked hard for
this party and we named this party
as 'SUCCESS PARTY'.but sadly it
was not a succesful one.we faced
with lots of problems and the big-
gest problem was that we couldn't
manage to sell the minimum amount
of tickets.we were nearly failing
in money but a big money support
arrived.whose're the owners of the
help? they were this girl and her
cousin.they solved our financial
problems and helped us.i couldn't
find what  to say?

   then again 2-3 weeks had passed
and we got an offer from these
girls to attend a graduatition
dinner from these girls? i didn't
know what to do? did i have to go
or not? hard decision but we agre-
ed on coming.

   there i really find her to clo-
se to me.i really passed good time
with her with talking and dancing.
at the night of this day i began
to think in my bed.what's the all
meaning of these events? was it
only a friendly behaviour or was
it a special one? perhaps because
of my phycology i thought more on
the second opportinity, so i made
my decision to talk with her again

   all of us wanted to come toget-
her in the shortest time but it's
not easy as because we're  in the
exam-period.so this took some time
but at the same time unfortunately
i prepared me for a real success
and good life with her.more in de-
tail,i prepared myself in such a
way that i didn't see any other
negative opportinity.

   with a super morale i went to
talk with her and once more i tri-
ed to tell my feelings towards her
but...but...but the life is not e-
verytime wonderful.you must never
forget that there is also black
color near the sweet-colors.she
asked me why i couldn't understand
her.she sees me as a friend,yes as
a close-friend but not the guy she
will go out.once more i lost all
of my dreams,morale and the love
of living.i was really depressed.

   so only one thing filled up all
my life,the sorrow!i was alone and
i didn't have anything to be happy
also the time for a new issue of
splash had come too.i started with
the preparations for the new issue
and also i started to edit.but al-
so my favourite hobby editing this
magazine was not pleasure me any
longer.

   so i thought that i couldn't go
on like this.i must go on a holi-
day and try to escape from this
stress.so i made it.i told that i
was not ready for a new issue to
all accuracy-gang and i made them
a bit angry and sad.but there was
not much for me to do.if i had e-
dited and released an issue then
it would have been for sure that
it wouldn't reach to success.so i
thought it's useless to release
this issue for just releasing an
issue.

   in my holiday i visited lots of
places and tried to reach my happy
days again.it's really hard for a
person without any hopes.but the
holiday was something good for me.
then i returned to ankara in the
middle of august and i accustomed
myself to the reality.it again
needed some time and as you see at
the end i'm here now for you just
in the old days.

   there are also some reasons mo-
re like i'm now having my appren-
ticeship in an electronical fac-
tory etc.but these are not the im-
portant ones.

   now last lines with this girl
for the ones who are interedted in
this matter? i'm still friends
with her and her cousion and yes-
terday me and axl were together
with them.as you see i will conti-
nue my friendship with them as i
really like them.very cool friends
for me.but although all bad things
i still have some feelings to her
again showing that i haven't taken
lessons from the events that i li-
ved.but i don't know what to do?
because i'm still loving her.yes,
sad,stupid perhaps but it's true.
but this time i learned to see not
only the good sides but also the
bad sides.i hope that you wish me
some luck and perhaps one day co-
mes and she accepts my offer.

   ok,enough!if i go on i know
that you will sleep or you will
turn off your computer.hey don't
go please! now,i know that we are
too sorry for this delay but we
have a good reason for you to for-
give us.as you see we have once
more completed a glory issue,two
disc-sides with more than 1500
blocks of text once more.but we
managed this as we had a very big
support from all our readers.thank
you guys! if your love to this ma-
gazine didn't reach us then it was
nearly impossible for us to come
back again.

   we really worked hard for this
issue because we must present our
best to our readers.i hope that
you will like it and never forget
to support us.our addy didn't
changed but i want to publish it
once more for the ones that have
forgot it.for everything about
splash write to:

              SPLASH
        XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
        XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
        XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
        XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX


   i don't want to bore you with
more-crap talk in this chapter.at
last i want to give credits for
this issue.

coding: kadem and dragon jaeger

gfx   : kadem,french-flair,cube,
        forbidden cult,the boss

muzax : axl and mateus.

main editor: falcon

co editors: the boss,axl,mr.brain

puzzle producer:mr.brain

   ok,a new large issue of splash
is waiting for you now.i'm sure
you are very impatient to start
your journey  in the chapters.so
now i want to end this chapter by
wishing not to have such a long
delay again.now,for the name of
all splash staff,i wish you good
time with our mag.never forget
that we all love you very much!


                     signed:falcon